Because of you I sofered, I was affraid of leaving, affraid of the people. Because of you, I had to go through things that I wasn’t not prepared for. Because of you, I collapsed and couldn’t get up. Because of you I lost days, I lost parts of my life that will not return.  Because of you, I missed opportunities, just not holding up and leaving the weakness take me. Because of you I’ll not be the same. Now, I try to recover and get up every day with my goals and dreams in my mind to give me strength every day. Because of you I was emotionally unstable. Because of you, nightmares haunt me to this day. Just to be alone. Just to walk alone. Because of you I lost confidence on myself, I lost my strength, I lost my hopes and dreams. I lost trust in others. I lost myself.